Paano nga ba?

M: Di ko alam paano sisimulan
Itong awiting alay sa iyo
Di ko mahanap ang tamang tono
O tamang tanong para ikaw ay mapa oo

Sadyang mabilis ang mga pangyayari
Kaya eto ako ngayon at nagbabakasakali
Kabog ng dibdib, kamay ay nanginginig
Ako yata ay natotorpe kaya idadaan nalang sa nakaw tingin

Huwag sanang magising
Sa panaginip na ikaw ay akin
Hawak kamay, mata ay nakangiti
Saski sa tamis ang buwan at langit

Bathala iyong pakinggan ang aking dalangin
Di ko mapigil ang bugso ng damdamin
Itong awit isinulat para sa kanya
Puno ng pag ibig, marinig niya kaya?

F: Di ko mawari ang nais ipahiwatig
Ng iyong pagsulyap at palihim na ngiti
Ngunit ako rin ay may kaba sa dibdib
Sa tuwing ikaw at ako ay magkatabi

Kaya heto ako at aawit nalang
Mga salitang hindi ko masabi, nagbabakasakali
Na tama ang hinalang ikaw ay may pagtingin
Bathala ang dalangin ko iyo sanang dinggin

Huwag sanang magising
Sa panaginip na ikaw ay akin
Hawak kamay, mata ay nakangiti
Saski sa tamis ang buwan at langit

Bathala iyong pakinggan ang aking dalangin
Di ko mapigil ang bugso ng damdamin
Itong awit isinulat para sa kanya
Puno ng pag ibig, marinig niya kaya?

M: Ibubulong nalang sa hangin, pag ibig ko iyo sanang damhin
F: Aawit nalang sa mga bituin upang matamasa ang iyong pagtingin
M: Naduduwag, nauutal paano ko ba maaamin
F: Naghihintay, nag aabang, huwag na sanang itago ang iyong damdamin.

 

M: Male
F: Female

Let’s Sail Away

Let’s stop for a while, what do you say?
Let’s teach other’s way and brighten each other’s day
Can’t you see those little shining stars above your head
When you crack that silly smile, you make me blush, you make me red

Your eyes, your nose, and your lips
I dream of tracing them with my fingertips
You dislike the waves in your hair yet I like them so much
Your gentle face, I would really love to touch

Your voice is haunting, your laughs are enchanting, so inviting
Let’s pause whatever we are doing, and wonder what will be our future together
Can you read my mind, do you see yourself in my wildest imaginations?
How nice would it be in the same room, you goofing around, and us laying our guards down

The way you move across the room is like roses is full bloom
The subtle hints you throw at me, they make me weak in both my knee
Let me follow you around like a dog chasing its tail
Everything’s magic, so let’s jump into this ship and let it sail.

Let’s Stay In

Take a sip on my cola to refresh your body and clouded mind
And I will watch you smile from the side of my eye
Just relax, we got time, rest your head on my shoulder
If you want, we can spoon while watching your favorite show together.

Could be drama, could be romance, could be thriller if you’d like
Could be horror, could be sci-fi as long as you hold my hand
I don’t really care what the weather we could stay in here forever
Let’s forget about the strangers, you and I, we complete each other.

I’d cook you buttered popcorn and buy those puffs you love
This settee will be our kingdom while we drown in each other’s arm
Call me cheesy, call me corny and you can even call me sappy
But I wouldn’t stop calling you bunny, honey, darling, baby and lovey

I will take a sip from your ice-cold beer from the mug with your name
And I will smile at you while I watch you fall asleep and will try to do the same
I will paint a picture of your face in my head and kiss you gently on your cheek
And will dream the sweetest dream with you beside me, you and i sharing this silky sheet.

For My Baby

Does it scare you that I like you so much?
And I will admit you are in my thoughts all day
Does it scare you that I dream about you at night?
And I want to feel your skin into mine

Your hand I want to hold tight
And your hair I want to caress
Your body next to mine would be heaven here on earth
Your lips I want to kiss and your ears I want to nibble playfully

Does it bother you that I feel so much for you
That the whole zoo could fit into my belly when I hear your name
I know I am crazy but I am crazier about you
Who would have thought that someone as cold as me could melt in your hands and love you dearly?

This poem I wrote for you amidst the bubbles in my head
Pardon for not composing a song but the right chords I can’t find yet
Hope my confessions could get through you and stick a love arrow in your heart
For all these words are true, no exaggeration, babe I am madly in love with you.

Start of Something New

The truth is I haven’t opened any of our messages since we stopped talking. I am scared that if I do, I am going to break down. Maybe it’s the closure that we need, that I need. Maybe it’s for the best, para malet go natin yung isa’t isa.

April 2018, roller coaster, you left, I met someone from one of my projects. We talked a couple of times and he helped me even if we (the guy and I) did not end up dating. I wanted to chase him but I told myself I am not going to chase people anymore unless they are really worth it. And I have been that way since… Until this year.

I started talking to this guy, out of boredom. Cool guy, really friendly, but I am not so used to those kind of people. Medyo awkward for me… I stopped talking to him.

February 14, 2019, online si guy, I replied to his last message and asked him about his valentines. So yeah, both of us walang date. We talked the whole day, fun, he’s talkative and accommodating and the more we talked the less awkward it got. We joked about it, being each other’s dates.

Everyday, we talked on the phone and I’ve felt the connection between us. We just clicked. We liked each other but I wasn’t ready yet. I chickened out.

I felt that if one day, you text me or call me, I will still devote my time to you….

The more the guy and I talked the more that I realized it was time that I should give it a shot and I was getting tired of being so afraid… And if I let this person go, I might regret it So we tried and it was one of the best things I did, give it a chance.

October, we are still together and I feel for him everyday, he made me feel alive again just like you did but this time, we are both looking forward to meeting each other. For the longest time, I waited for you, now, I am waiting for someone else who also wants to be with me. I see hope in him, I see a future… And that gave me the strength to take the risk.