Hello love. I don’t have shower thoughts anymore. I just think about you all the time.
Are you busy as always or may I steal a little of your time? Either way, I am still going to write you a letter.
Have you looked in the mirror recently and noticed how time passed by so quickly? I had. Seven years ago, I stumbled into you and I was just completely blown away. I was 19 then. I had this biggest crush on you.
I would wait for your messages. I would stay awake just to be able to talk to you again. You had a girlfriend back then but I didn’t intend to steal you from her. I just really really liked you. So I did not do anything to ruin your relationship with her. We talked, got to know each other and we just hit it off.
A year after… you and I, we felt something special. It felt so right. Then one thing led to another. You were free then, so was I.
One day, I woke up feeling different about you. I knew, I had fallen hard for you.
I loved you, as hard, as much as I can. I wanted to make you happy because seeing you happy gives me joy. I wanted to be your comfort zone. I wanted to share my deepest thoughts, darkest secrets with you and I did. You embraced the psycho me. And I loved the dorky you.
At times you will underestimate yourself and I would always say you’re more than that. I believed in you, in everything you do. How I wish you’d realize how much I admire you and how great you are to me, and to others. I miss those times, love. I miss the times when I could just be there for you, to listen and talk to you.
I miss you terribly that it’s hard to breathe.