I did not have any other choice but to cry in silence when it ended; I can’t scream, I can’t bitch about things, I can’t break things. I cried until I died inside. Now, I am just someone who does not feel any emotional attachment. Maybe I died a long time ago too. Maybe we are still alike and maybe we are lost souls finding affection from another lost soul that will make us find our way home. Maybe, just maybe, I am the one you were looking for… and maybe, you were the soul I am waiting to come home.
He kissed my lips and I waved him goodbye
I turned my back and walked away, guess I will never know his name
The clock is ticking and I am running out of time
I’ll be leaving cause I know he is not mine.
I got to leave all the memories behind
The night is over and it is time to live again our separate lives.
The way he held me in his arms, the way he stared into my eyes
Got me losing my mind but I can’t stay by his side.
One night of company and I was a little less lonely
For a moment he let his world revolve around me
He embraced me as if I am already a part of him
And I responded as If I have always known him.
I lost this game that we have played
I entrusted myself to a guy I’ll never meet again
Just like any liquor, his spirit will also fade away
And the night we shared will also be forgotten.
Never thought i’d be this weak
I never meant to stay but why do I feel incomplete
He stole a part of me and now I’m feeling lonely
Walking back to the old me, now I’m slowly feeling the misery.